A chance to share this week with your love ones, lover and friends..Eat and drink, celebrate life. God never told us to mourn for this days, instead he told us to be happy and share those blessings that he gave  for us. Remove all those grudges and pains that we have been carrying all through  our lives. Let the people beside you feel the love that you have for them, because truly once we will die,we will never have any chance again to show how much they mean on our heart.

Sharing is a choice and not a priviledge.There are so many people who have millions in their pocket but refused to share it to people who definitely craving for food. I am not saying that we need to feed them the whole of their lives  you know. We need to be human sometimes, all i know we are not humans..

This week, Jesus Christ payed our sin and help us to be free. So let this day be a reason for us to feel the freedom that we have right now.  That we are free!

                                                     happy holy week blogger friends

Truly you are exceptional!

A friend to lean on, a mother to confides in, a sister to cry on, and most of all a true peer to treasure of. Four years ago, as we remember it was a gruesome time of my life, a challenge which quaked my faith, too hard to move on, just even to try to step my foot on the ground. I am wasted and tired. Noted that i was in pain.

It always reminds me what  "true friends" really means. And how does this friendship that we have, affects my life. We have been through a lot of pain, struggle and challenges that shaked our friendship but we surpassed, and still standing very strong. And we all know that it will be forever. We shared moments which people find it really weird, i guess they're just intimidated about us. The friendship that i found in  you is really sparkling like a gold, and shines like a sun in heaven.

Being your friend is the most amazing thing to have in this world, finding true friend in this world is hard to have, but lucky enough that i found you, atleast i can boast that you are exceptional. Telling me that " you are not doing these huge stuff for people,but for God". Wow, really great! An amazing love for people, love for this world, music, and for God. Encouraging me, if i am indespair and in vain, telling me the world is still a wonderful place to live, that things will going to be okay. I cannot find any better than you!

When i lose my hope, and crying for help, you are there to guide and show me the brighter side of life. Just this afternoon, i told you that i am facing some problems now, and i don't know how to solved this, but you told me good things to happen and everything has a reason. You are my mom and dad, a parents which children really wishing for, a dynamic woman of tomorrow!

All i can say " thank you so much, for the friendship that i found". Thank you for helping me everytime i am down, and showing me the good part of those bad things that happens to me, i just wonder why you are so optimistic in life. Thank you for those great memories that we shared together, the laughters and tears! We will always keep this vow that we have together! Swear to God..


WE WILL NEVER LEAVE EACH OTHER..

Why can't we just make it real?
Why do we need to wait, if we know we can have it now..

A little reason to live, but millions of crack ways we need to face.
Life is great? how come i am in vain?

If  life is fair, why i need to shed tears?
Can't you just fill me with love?
Why do i need to wait, what if i will just find it alone?
For me to happy and not to be sad.


Hard to be alone, tears kept falling..
Hard to face this life, if i don't have you..
A creepy minded one,believes that you will come back..
What if  you will not?

Do i need to wait?
I am here, in this dark side
The flickering lights of the street, reminds me of you..
The scent of the night is alluring.
But that remains useless, if i don't have you.

I guess I am fool, a damn fool.
Holding this memories, that soon will fades away.
I will asked you, "will you go back and see me?"
I didn't able to know the whole reason.
A lots of why's and what's...

This ain't not a love song lyrics..
But you know, the message of it, hits you heart...
I wanna be with you, miles away..
Spending the night,thinking of you..
Fragile,hopeless and broken...

My dear, how long do i need to wait?

1: Fuck a boy and he'll love you.
   Love a boy and he'll fuck you.


2: Most men have split personalities;
   they hate cats, but love pussies.


3: The word "naked" and "nude" are not the same.
    Naked implies unprotected. Nude means unclothed.


4: Women give  sex to get love,  men give love to get sex.


5: Common thing between a girl's legs and butter both are 
    delicious when spread.

In case you don't know this song, I actually like Sarah G. than Charicebut this song speaks a lot. Faith, Struggle, to believe to the power of  the dream. One thing, She made it again.. # 24 from US billboard chart..



Stones, heavy like the love you've shown (shown)
Solid as the ground we've known (known)
And I just wanna carry on
We took it from the bottom up (no no no)
And even in a desert storm (yeah)
Sturdy as a rock we hold (oh)
Wishing every moment froze
Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Chorus:
Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh (oooh)

Verse 2:
Cold (cold), never ever when you're close (close)
We will never let it fold (fold)
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery
And every step we took we've grown
Look how fast the time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
We're going down in history
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us (oh)
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Chorus:
Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing (wind is blowing)
We'll never fall just keep it going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid (eh oh)

Sean Kingston & Dwayne:
Call me up just just like that
Call me up just just like that
Call me up Call me up
Oh Oh Oh Ohh (2x)

Pyramid
Keep it going
Oh Oh Oh Oh Ohhh

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (solid rock)
It feels just like it's heaven's touch (Ohhhhh)
Together at the top, like a pyramid (like a pyramid)
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep it going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid

Pyramid, keep it going (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)
Oh oh ooooh (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (solid rock)
It feels just like it's heaven's touch (oooh)
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay (Charice), like a pyramid (what what)

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid (pyramid)
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep it going
Forever we will stay (ooh), like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh

You have the freedom to speak, a chance to shout what you feel inside. You have the right to accused me, regardless of what i feel and think. Setting apart is not the easiest way  in every relationship. Forgetting all those promises that we made. Moving on, to another horizon and finding love again. All people believed that we cannot find love, instead, if we have the patience to wait then it will come.

But one thing would be, you can never say that my love for you, fades like a morning mist. We are not counting any reasons why our love never last. As we all know, love is not the question, it's the commitment and the situation that somehow we cannot managed. Watching your eyes with tears, makes me uncomfortable. I felt like am  great burden that you are carrying. It was a roller coaster love. I know, you got hurt. You can call me liar. But i know i am not. Leaving you is not a negative thing, but another chance to meet new one, a person that would love you, and i know would fill what's empty. I am sorry.

This must be one of the hardest decision that i made, to put to an end. We are building  a great foundation, but forgot to find the best material for it.  We  built it with passion, but we never noticed ourselves pushing it through, just to see the outcome. We let our emotions managed and hover our minds. We cannot sew back the broken stitches. Instead, we can find great weave, to create a wonderful muumuu. I know, everyday you hark back, those twinkle times that we shared together.

You can call me stupid guy, if that would  at ease you. I have to go, not because i don't need you anymore. But i have to go, for a great reason, for you to have the real one, you can call me spurious. If it will help you to release the pain inside. Get mad! I will accept it.You are smart and i know, in the end, when you have that person, i am talking you will just understand the whole story. We don't don't need to turn it to the next page, when we never understand the previous.

For now, all i can say " we need to move on" and let the journey takes us to where it ends. Hope, you will be happy soon. If i messed up your life,   and if i just made you cry please forgive me. I am sorry for everything that i have done wrong. I'm only human.

I wouldn't find any reason not to talk, I wouldn't find any reason not to continue in this journey of life, and definitely I wouldn't find any reason not to smile. These are just few of those remarkable words that i heard from someone whom i thought would never think about positive things in life.  A hopeless human being.

But it is always wonderful, when you find out, that there are those people who were dragged down and became a victim of tragic happenings, as for yourself it wouldn't be good to smile anymore. Watching them slowly moving forward was one of the best thing to treasure. Just got interested on one person that makes everything still possible, beyond the fact that he is unable. How did he survived, how did he move everyday  facing those fierce eye of community? And how did he consider himself as successful? It is intriguing to know!

As we grow up, we find lot of things that makes us happy, our family,relationships and friends. It can be also in earthly things. Such as ipod,3G phones,laptop,PSP and many more. These are just few of those  incalculable riches that human has. I asked many people about their lives and how they survived from time that they faced some unexpected tragic things that happens  to them. Here are the answers.......

One street kid said: "As long as there are still garbages on the streets i will still laugh out loud".How inspiring, his survival talks about the situation that we have in this nation. One lady states:" I got pregnant but no husband, i tried to stop her life,but when i realized she can make me smile i cried".. We lose our hope and think we are alone, but when we just think, there should always be a reason to smile and we find it. Some says, life is not worth living, i too sometimes said this stupid verdict. When times hit me up and telling me i am worthless un capable, i felt like cocooned by giants and cannot escaped on those trail. But when realization happens, i always coped up and start a new day with a great smile. It is a spirit of survivor, a winner. I hope you too think that way, regardless of what we have been facing. I asked a grade two little girl  about our country. We always know that, at that stage, she can perceive things semi correct.  With her loud voice she told me that, our country is great, people are good, abundant life,  she can't find any better that this country. And because of that, she have the reason to smile everyday.

I was astonished, listening on her soft but very meaningful words. I am old enough to think, if our country is in good hands,and if our country is abundant in everything, that people needs. That remains silent.

I would love to asked you this base on what that little girl had said.

Do we still have the reason to smile?