Now that the Binibining Pilipinas phenomenon had happen, the mania has already subsided. Some mourned, shed tears, and bashed  the newest winner which they believed their favorites were robbed and that they should have won the coveted titles. It's just too hard to ponder how fans really support their candidates in terms of cheering, they even spent money to vote thousands of times just to let their candidates won. And their love and passion for pageants is as hard as the rocks in canyon park. Well given the fact we Filipinos loved it.

                                                   the beautiful MJ

This day, I thanked God for the inner feeling of confidence and courage. Failure might be inevitable,yet His Love for me is way bigger and greater than the universe. My battle is just adorable as the blue sky, fantastic as the view of the sun,wonderful as the morning glory. It blooms from the inside out.

As my journey takes another path, everyday I consider it as especially made, to savor the goodness of it- to continue being good and share the love that gives me reason to survived every day.

Healing the pain, and moving forward is as good as the breakfast with hot dog and egg. As sweet as the scents of brewed coffee.

May you continue loving and caring others. Share the goodness of life and the wonders of being loved.

You were raising a kid in a different way. And those words you thrown to him either makes him or destroys him. You threw horrendous words which affects his life terribly. You told him he is ugly fag. You told him he is not good on many ways. You told him he wasn't the best choice at all. He is a cursed of the family.

Now this boy grew up and view this world "cruel". He became abrasive and impulsive. He wasn't a robber but was being robbed. From happiness and love. He looks for love. He wished to be loved. And dreamt of being care for. Those sweet caress he has been envisioning to have, is inevitable.

He stares on beyond with tears, with hopelessness and fear. He suffers from a condition which he doesn't even know how to cope with. He wasn't even aware he was his self. He became rude on love,on reaching his dreams. But remain nothing but a wasted stuff. Depression is hovering over his whole life. A poor kid who wanted to make it in life doesn't have the chance to make it.

He is strolling with a dangling hands, and a tired feet. Tears falling. Asking where he would go?

Checking my facebook when i found these nice art from a friend. I am sure she just copy and paste it- a copy paster.. Hehehehehe.. I just wanna share it here.

When most of the time we tried to hide our faults we turned it this way.

Honestly- way back Nov. 2009 this was happened to me. I thought my world will end. I am that egg right at the back. How painful was that huh?

If  they can only say something.. You already know what it means..

This is really funny isn't it?

It's been a buzz here on blogosphere  about our fellow kababayans Thia Megia making it to the top 15. It's been 2 years since Fil-Am contestant graced the stage of American Idol. And it was also been a long time since Jasmine Trias made it til top 3 of the said Singing competition. It was a tough job for Thia- she had been waiting for this chance to audition, and she was lucky enough to get in.


On the other hand, American Idol had just adjust their age limit from 16 down to 15. So Thia grabbed the opportunity and there was no surprised she made it. This tiny lady if given a chance to choose great song could easily penitrate til top 5. I hope so. Crossing finger for her journey to  Hollywood.

Steven said, "Sometimes a person's pitch can be so perfect, it doesn't matter what song they sing, and you just did that. I can't believe you're 15.

Jennifer added, "It was just so beautiful, it was a quiet moment in the middle of all these very big performances to come out there, stand still, sing with no music in the beginning and just captivate every single person in this room was really really special."

And Randy closed it with a jaw dropping words- A comparison of the late Michael Jackson.

Here are some of her videos...







Enjoy guys...

I am waiting in this borrowed time,
Wishing you will come;
The heart is pounding in pain and pressure,
You might leave and stay away...


What if I have to move on,
Taking chance on going away;
Empty heart and empty spaces beyond,
Foot prints of my heart's undone...

It's a living sacrifice to love-
Shedding tears and crying out;
For hear from you and see the smile,
My tons of tears run dry...

I am inlove a far cry from,
the "Karma"  from all I've done;
Bunch is more to come,
To test my faith on staying long...

I made this poem to show how i feel right now. How my heart pumps and giving love to someone who deserved not. But my heart beats fast and it's for him. I'm in pain. I'm tired. Yet my heart commands me to love him, whether he will spare me with love or not. It hurts. May this poem will kick my ass and slap my face..

Once my heart farts I know it would be silly not cry, shedding tears which sometimes leads me to make decision not to fall inlove again. Not to make myself fool off! It's impossible for me not to assume that being inlove is the most wonderful thing in this world. To fathom that having someone making you smile, laugh and cry is just so cool. This is the cycle which our lives as human being evolved. Our daily skirmish in life. My heart was blown away. The feeling of being attached to someone and knowing that your heart is overjoyed with the fact that everything is vital- falling into place. How I wish everything is just like this way.

But the route of life and love isn't the way we tend it must be. It's tricky. A lot of avenues you should stop from rolling over, not to quit but to discern, to stare and to grasp. To find some extra inspiration. It can be this way sometimes. How far the heart suffers from deprivation, from greediness of knowing how shallow and deep the happiness  is.

When I'm in love- I find hot singles  lurking. And if I'm alone, all people i see were sweet and happy couples. Laughing  and PDA. I could also relate this to all of you. Our insatiable craving on love is just inevitable..

Truly LOVE is crazy! Some says it's the sweetest thing. Some says it's unfair- what's the truth anyway?

Love is an act  of showing  your affection to someone who is dear with in your heart. It's complicated. It's rude and selfish sometimes. But it'll gonna make you stay alive. It gives you more reason to love and live. Because loving is a way of life.

Everybody has a movie favorite isn't it? Or  it is even movies. We love movies like women love clothes, shoes and bags. I personally take chances of getting some free tickets while working on a radio station before. Just you know, get some  free passes. LOL. Yes, i succeeded sometimes. For me, I have some movies which i admire the most. And i know for sure, some of this movies was your favorite as well. I love  life changing movies, adventures and love.

I envisioned my self being the lead role and being on that situation. It's either dealing with a huge snake, battling with a colleagues- (betrayer).

Movie somehow has the power to manipulate our minds, it also has the power to change life. It'll make you cry, mad and  feel excited. It'll lead you into some emotions which you cannot imagine you are in. The illusion itself carries great impact- negative or positive. It depends on the movie you were watching anyway. So here are my lists..

Sanctum : This movie has been posted in here twice as my post. I can't just get over with the fact that this movie is just so adorable. It's a father and a son story- their love for adventure.



The Legend of the Guardians : I love this movie so much! It's 3D. I was mesmerized by the plot.  The family related movie. Though they we're animals but still it's a family oriented one. It's natural in the family we have insecurities or being jealous to our brood. This movie is surely freaking awesome!



The Proposal : I'm a fan of Mr. Ryan Reynolds. He is just adorable. Women screamed. He's Hot!


The Perfect Getaway : Unlike other movies that you can already infer what's next. This one is a mind boggling one. You might think that those aggressive and loud ones where the enemies. But it'll  surprise you. So better watched this movie. Buy a dvd copy  of this. Surely fantastic.



This movie reminds me of how deep is the love of a father to his daughter. That he is willing to die just to save her beloved one. How i wished my Dad could act this way.



I love short movies as well. I will be bored if movie is just long and nonesense. So SIGNS is just a perfect example to those people who loose hope on finding someone to be the person they will share the rest of their lives. Love speaks no words, but it can pull off heavy  rains to fall.



 Okay, it's enough for now. I will update you. More movies that i love will be shared. Thanks Guys.

Truly I still have hang up with this video. I just wanna share this, i know it's already viewed by millions- but it's what i wanted to post. Philippines truly loves pageant! Go Philippines!

What's your plans for Valentines day?

Will you celebrate it at home, cuddling or having sex with your partner- bluntly said. Whoa, it's an awesome celebration anyway! Or you might bring your lover into some cozy places, where you both will enjoy music and shared the nostalgic moment of your lives. Movies, bar, restaurants,adventures- those were things we can do in celebrating Hearts'  Day.

Speaking of  movies, I just watched Sanctum and guess what guys it's  freaking awesome! the story evolved between a father and a son, the things that they never agree on both sides. But there's only one main point, they love adventures. Just that the Frank wanted to discover something greater, an adventure of a lifetime that would brought him into fame and fortune. And Josh thought it's unfair since he wanted to have any other adventure and he doesn't like caving. On this little rift they both never understand each other. Josh thought his dad is a self centered guy, trying to make things well, beyond the fact that he is already old. And Josh can't do things well, negligence is all in the mind of his dad.

The location of the movie is on the beautiful  Papua New Guinea. And there goes the mother of all caves, the Ela Cala- i don't know if i got  the name well. LOL. But it sounds like that though. Millions of years past, since this cave remained unexplored. Until the team of Frank arrived and wanted to conquer this unexplored one. The beauty of the nature,the forest circling it was just so amazing. But you will be more struck to find out how magnificent the cave is. Known as the mother of all caves- the Ela Cala shines like a star but its venom is just terrifying. the team decided to explored the area, somehow they would become Mr. Columbus or Neil Armstrong. Quite amazing plan. Everything is well- when suddenly storm hit the place, some of the team out in the crater we're trying to contact Frank and his team back down there to get out. But seems the journey turns into hell. the radio went off and they cannot traced it back. So until such time- the team heard annoying sound and a heavy water flashing down. They rushed to get back up, but the water hovers the place and a  great stone was being stuck on its way, they forced to go down to find a way to get out and save their lives from the pit.

This is the story of survival. The battle of love and friendship. Of  fortune and fame. The adventure of a lifetime, to get what you dreamt- life of people you loved would be bartered.

A movie to be recommend!

It feels like very day is a whirlwind day,
Everybody mourn, inside and out,
Love seems inevitable in this place;
Death and selfishness we can grasp...

Looking back on the peacefulness i dreamt,
The stillness of the night i wished
The flickering lights of joy has gone
 I can see it no more- but tears...  

Now tears and grudge rampant
Greediness and hunger hovers
Where love is impossible to bear
Sadness and tremor all i can see...

The sun  shines no more
Love sparks no more
Pray is all i can do
Have faith is all believed...

I pray that you will be safe,
I pray that there will be better days to come
I pray that peace will take over
I pray that you will pray.....

Most of my friends here, wondering why i deleted my blog for  HIV/AIDS. I never actually take it away from my life, since it is important. I just find another site to put in there and start building it. So to speak- i need to transfer it.

I want that blog to gain confidence and eagerness to show to the world the battle of people who are facing this world afraid of being noticed and afraid to say a word about their condition. Well, it's pretty normal,since people think that HIV/AIDS is contagious. Uh oh! Shallow thinker does. But we who knows  and to those people who read a lot, they tend to help these peer and uplift them. Great words  we're being given to make them feel comfortable. And I salute those friends who did it.

Since i got new work, and that is "research and monitoring" for DOH here in Davao city.  My main agenda is to help and give awareness to people about HIV/AIDS, how it affects our lives, how vehement is this virus and how terrifying to have this. Admittedly it is terrifying. That's why, the United Nation give millions of dollars to  prevent this epidemia from scattering all over the world. In Davao city alone, the numbers of HIV/AIDS positive reached the maximum percentage which DOH thought won't be. But the awareness itself  is not really active and powerful to make  an eye turn and see. That's even worse than having HIV.

My task is to spread the news, to give education and trainings to men especially gays,bisexuals and homosexuals. I have given free condoms to be given to these types of people. And ofcourse "Encouraging them to get tested." So the battle continues. In preventing HIV/AIDS from spreading, and preventing people who we're  infected from the stigma they we're getting from the society.

For those people who wants to contribute and share their stories and stories or their friends,we are open to  accept it and posts it on  REACTIVISM .Please visit this site and add it on your blog roll.

Thanks for reading!

Tim-

We have so many hang ups in life, we faced a lot of struggles in family, peers and ofcourse our battle against the odd. We thought that life is unfair. And  we become obsessed on being emotional. We become freak. Weird in  outfits, self centered and adopting on hellish words. We are battered by time!

Having this issue is not easy. World treats you as bitch- a person whom nobody loved. It is hard to stay this way. Our lives is just a shit.

We are greedy to find love and to express our feelings, instead of having someone to listen to our clamor, they become odd and dragged us down. In that we become hopeless of finding really love, that optimistic people says it exists. We are battered again and again.

We are strong in outside appearance but terrified inside and beyond. Nowhere to go. I just wanna share this newest Video of Pink about this such kind of life.

Watch and reflect.



Thank you!

Well, i sacrificed my other precious  blog, just to changed it into Reactivism. This new blog will tackle about life of other people, their struggle and their battle against the world. Check the link here. 

I decided to do it that way, since i have lots of friends who inspires me and their story is just uplifting. It can change life, that is if we want their story to sink in and reflect on it. 

This blog will focus of HIV/AIDS campaign. Yes, i am an advocate, but that doesn't mean "I am Positive of this virus".  No i am not. It's been a long time since my friend had this issue. He faces life with gladness, more meaning and living life with the love of God. It's pretty inspiring to know these types of people.

Battling not against the virus, but against the vehement and cruel world. Having HIV is not the biggest problem, and probably not the most embarrassing thing in this world. Who would have thought, you will have this, you never planned to obtain this sort of deadly saliva of death.But they learned from their mistakes and they wanted to live life normal. Not being bash, nor scorned- but being cared and being loved is all what they wish. 

Committing suicide was their final choice! 

I asked my self why.  Does it because they have HIV? Does it because the virus isn't curable? Or does it because they we're maltreated and abused, bashed, scorned to death by people, society who thought that having this is the "most embarrassing" thing in this world. What a mind to think! Everybody tends to made mistakes so we can't judge them and kill them not by gun nor by hitting them, but we killed them by words which is million times venomous than the said virus. 

It's time to wake up. It's time to help them. It's not their fault why the number is plummeting, they never dreamed of wrecking someones' life by engaging into sex and so to speak they spread the virus. they are victims as well. So I encourage you to helped them. Be inspired my their experiences, let them be our mirror. Discipline is what they we're trying to impose here. They are all victim of today's cruelty. From LOVE and POVERTY. Let our eyes wide open to see new things and to have the right view on this issues. 

HIV is not poisonous, it is just thesame as cancer, the only wrong thing about it - is we took it shallowly. We thought that if we have this, life will never be meaningful. It will never be thesame. I bet you are right. Yes it will never be thesame again, "you will be more concern of making your life more colorful, put some meaning on it. And probably you will live life in a clean way." What's the difference with it? Did you see the  positivity .

 It's time to help them. Give them love. And be inspired. So my blog would be open for any contributions. starting from now we will be posting HIV related. Their activities and their lifestyle. 

If you wanted to share your story, we are open to received it and posts it on that blog. Send your story to this email Address : Jiansmithson@ymail.com/ or text me through this mobile number : 09296776922 (smart). Your name will completely be hidden if you wished to.  

Thank you so much! 

A lot of riffraff loves adventure, aren't you? Well, i do a lot. I even dreamed  of traveling the whole world. Explored the most beautiful cities in the world, walking in great wall of China, fishing on south India, swimming in the falls of Venezuela, going to Moscow, to experience the snow and winter Christmas in West coast, whoa too much to do! Adventure is always a dream for everybody who is a wanderlust.

It's a fun thing to do. People who do this saves a lot of bucks, in a year they planned to visit new places and learned their cultures, bring their cameras and take some good photos for memories! What an astounding things!

They lived life one day at a time. If it's time to work then they do, if it's the time to go for an adventure ofcourse they grabbed their bags and see the whole world. Awesome! Have you ever imagined how it's gonna be like to be in Paris? How does it feels like wearing suits on winter season in west coast?  Things really amazing! Going to London is almost a dream for anybody. Quite well, it's one the amazing place to visit.

I watched new movies for 2011, then i found this great movie about adventure, well years back we'd  watched some adventure movies which Western culture does love so much.  Seeing the trailer is really eye popping, the facts, the plot and the cast is just freaking huge! Wow- It'll gonna be seen this February 2011,  Sanctum- the greatest adventure comes from within, you will also learned lesson on this movie. Do not ever give up no matter what happen. From the executive producer James Cameron.

Whoa looking forward for this movie.. For now here's the trailer.

All of us talked, all of us made some hilarious mistakes which we cannot bring that time back and make or say it again in  correct way. Such things we're really natural to us human being. Our  brains tend to give us the right answer and the right way to express it, but due to some feelings, the nervous problem,tense, which leads us to stutter. We become an aware of the words that we utter. Just example the "major major" trend that divulged last year. It wasn't really easy to talk and made a mistakes.

My mentor for hosting use to remind me that i should be in control of what am i saying, i do host a lot. Talk a lot. A huge blabber. And in my chosen career, i am more into talking, from wedding to events and my favorite is pageant. So before i go to that hot seat, i rehearsed some words that i specifically be needing during the final show. Phrases that most of us hosts, tends to forget and it becomes a trend. Knowing that most of the time, we Filipinos we're so meticulous in speech, and definitely we have lots of eagle eyes, when you made horrendous mistakes and "wrong grammar" in English.

I normally find a lot of Filipinos afraid to say a word, to justify themselves cause they we're hovered by this thread "wrong grammar". Which i find unfair to those who can utter the words such as "yes or no" and it's pretty obvious an English  words right? But then again, they remained mum.


I hear some conversation on my way home. They we're students and they talked about English subject- i don't know what comes in there mind when they just speak and say words out of this world. And a lot of boos they received from others who rode during the time. When they set off, i heard someone says, they look awful, came from known school yet they speak horrendous in English.  SEE- a lot of people thought that we should really speak well and it must be "PERFECT GRAMMAR AND PRONUNCIATION" I find it awful to know why do we really need to speak that well if we think we can't or we need to be developed and learned more. But that doesn't mean we should stop talking English if we can't speak in that way. It is unfair to those people who can say yes and no. Well at the end it is still English. But they we're threaten to speak when critic says awful against them.

 So what-we will never speak English if we are stuttering? Or if we can't utter it in a perfect way. Cm on guys, according to research, Philippines is one of the few countries who can speak English well. And we should be proud of that. But knowing we need to perfect it well, i guess it is impossible to do so. Even British and American made some mistakes, aren't we?

I believed that if you know how to speak English a little, you should be proud of it. Cause it is your privileged to speak.  And we should be proud of it, never be threaten. it's time to think back ward i guess.

It's freaking hard to fathom why in this world we exists with lots of things to discover. It starts from ourselves, family,wondering about our nature, how the flowers bloom, how did the sea creatures survived from the cruelty of nature. How did i grew  bigger and bigger, knowing that all i ate, was being digested and became waste. Still, i am here. Theories that taught me to wonder, to question if does this earth and universe made up with some "banging theory- that holds everything in the universe, the stars,galaxies,radiation, interstellar gas, everything was created in one huge explosion.Since that time all of the matter in the universe is hurtling outward at speeds that increase with the distance from the site of the explosion, and which approach the speed of light for the most distant objects.Wondering, why we need to choose one, instead of making it many. Knowing that "the more the merrier". But it can't be i lots of ways. In Love, in marriage, in jobs, in family- everything has it's own story to tell. So was other people like me wondering about the movement of the nature the earth, and the whole wide universe.

Am just full of crappy things, those imaginations that wrapped up this whole post. I was wondering a lot. Why's and what's keepin' coming on my mind. Is this the sign of getting older-or another weird Scientology beliefs. Lining up with this is my undying funny thoughts about my faith in God.

I was struggling to walked, when i met my friend from our church which we both did fellowship with. She asked me, why she's no longer been seeing me in the church, what's the reason. So i replied " I just need to gauge, what's good for now, God knows am not leaving Him though. And i will be going back i guess next year." So this was my statement. But abruptly she said : "What if you will die this year, what will you do?
I never had any  issues with my church mates and anybody there, just that, am having some battle that i cannot really take it with me on the ground. So i lied low and think-  took some breath. Then i freakingly answered : Well, i will probably going to hell i know, but before it will happened, am preparing my business to be with me in hell, you know selling some "Ice water".  Annoyingly - it is not the good answer. But am taking my battle away from the topic. I don't want to open up.

What's my battle though?

I never wished to be like this. To like men, to feel that they we're more attractive than my girl friend, that they exudes more than lasses out there. Every time i saw some cuties,hunks or whatever people call them up, i felt uneasy and seems like the bomb's going to explode. My heart beats like there's no tomorrow. I fantasize a lot. Gosh man. I know a lot of people we're getting into it. The way i talked just really manly, the way i moved, and well my clothes are freaking for men, just that i love fashion. It wasn't really cool to have this kind of "state of mind". Its boos creates annoyance. Everytime i see guys, i find them awesome to kiss. Admittedly, i got 15 boyfriends. Hahahaha.But am demure though. I don't know, i just feel like am happy having them with me. I mean am a typical gal,happy to be with. I hope so. Then suddenly they fell inlove with me. So what am i going to do with it- grab.

This is serious. I am in the state of mind where i need to choose. To heaven of hell. To God or to Satan. See, everything should be in order. But i know, to choose where i would really want, floats. It's now hard to determined. I am in jargon. Trying to figure out what's best for me. Today i could come up with a strong decision that i will choose God. But latter days, i broke it. It's pretty silly i know. Which is which. But what about the hot guys dude? Or my girl friend? My faith? Should think freakin' million times!

What will it be...

Trying to gauge who is "Aling Dionisia" in times that Manny "Pacman" Pacquiao bloody fighting for his money on Las Vegas and also for the pride of our country- and this so called "Mommy Dionisia" who dance like there's no tomorrow in her birthdays, or in any occasion which the Pacqiao's celebrating. I'm kind of confused.. "The Saint who loves dancing".

Well creating or making a name in this world it takes a lot of words like this- taking a risk. So just thesame with the "major major" issue of Maria Venus Raj- Miss Universe 2010-4th Runner Up. She takes a lot of medicine an antidote to resists on these matter. Well, scan the youtube, wikipedia, and any internet sites to look for some hilarious messages, comments or even an article that these kind of issues have been flourishing.

What comes in your mind when you think of an apple, a red apple. Ofcourse the object. The apple exactly. Mind is the most advance technology man ever have, with out this we cannot make i touch phones, flying video cameras or any newest gadgets that we have this days. It is a weapon which we can use to different way. In good and bad. North Korea can push the red button and let that missile fly and frighten the whole world for nuclear war. That is if their minds will blow their asses badly. See, it's all in the mind.


So the likes of Katrina Halili, knowing that she got this Sex video scandal with  Hayden Kho. I never understand why Miss Halili never noticed, that cam cording matter,if you watched the video, you wont ever find any reason why Miss Halili outbursts.  She never knew they we're cam cording it?
Other involved on that issue just take it like Undoy who flashed every viruses that Philippines have been hiding been a long time.

Anabelle Rama, royal beauty-indeed. Known being protective mom to Ruffa and her siblings "touched me, but never  my family". A motto for her attitude to protect her flocks.  A lot of drama- Bret Michaels says! And how about this freaking gossips that Piolo Pascual, the Papa of the Philippine Telivision is GAY. Is there's any substantial guts to proved that he is. If will only be confirmed once Papa P. will definitely admit that he is Gay- the likes of Bebe Gandanghari. Never before he got some issues about his sexuality. But i guess he can't take it anymore, and he crows, he was already hatched. A huge transformation have been going on from his/her life. A hunk that turned into hunk seeker. That's life.

The ever tactless Lolit Solis, who i believed once she doesn't like you, she will always hit you with her words that makes the whole world annoying. As far as i could remember she was the reason why Papa P. got involved in Gay issue, this over photoshop picture together with Hunk actor Sam Milby- holding hands. She insists they we're. At the end, she was sued for her malice and untruthful words. " A lot of people said, she earned her money in wrecking other people's life". Come on. That's freakin' hilarious.

See, everything that exists in this world is being controlled by our minds. It's just how we used it. In good or bad. Mind is more than the universe!

I was browsing the internet until I came across with one of the blogs about google translate... I would like to share this with you and just follow these simple instructions:

1.) Open a web browser and go to translate.google .com
2.) Once you're there, type the following one by one:

a.) Molecule Bag
b.) Big Molecule Mad
c.) No ugly in molecule angry
d.) No cousin to molecule sweating

Note: Make sure you will translate the words in Tagalog. To those people who cannot understand the language, better luck next time!!!

ENJOY!!!! hahahhaaa

I promised to my self that  i'll be good this year. Starting this 12 months travel with a positive thinking, beyond the fact that it's 8 years now, lurking in the face of the earth no parents have been guiding me. Well for some reason, i needed to tackle the topics without holding any arms which my parents has. Assistance, wasn't so surreal. I glanced back and wondering how did i survived in  a pitch black way, but thanks God i made it, and as am getting older 21 this year i felt so mature. Having a vibrant spirit.


The debut of 2011 waked me up with the fact that i can make things really possible. I remember what 13thWITCH says : "Tim, the only avenue you have is friends, so you better take good care of them and everything will be okay. They will helped you,  and will give you the right to live according to what you wanted it to be."

The reality was there! I grasped it with the diligence to make real good friends, to help and remain true to my old peers.

Internet world help us find a lot of things, news, opportunities and even friends. I was browsing the net and found some profile which catches my attention. I sent message and oh i got a reply from that  profile. Happy enough to received it, but i was so shocked when i read the message and there's a lot of foul words which hit my boggled mind. It was horrendous. It was morbid.

But i promised that i won't bashed anybody over the net since we don't know who they are, what they have. I stay calm, send a reply. Minutes passed, when boom! a message again. I shudder to open it, trying to make my self ready, i know it is another bad words. Yes admittedly, it was. It try to be cool. Maintain my composure.

As we we're trading words, everything changed, slowly tracing back the foul word i said to him, if he was offended by that then i have to say sorry. So he was abruptly aware that i am serious and am not making anything to ruined his night, if thinks i am. Everything was serious. All of a sudden, he sent this word "sorry" to me, he apologized and became a good listener to all of my blare  in life and vice versa.

So now, we  are good friends! He is one of the genuine person that i long to be friend with. He invited me to visit him and have some movie marathon, well we did it this last nght. 'twas  great. We watched this :



And also this:


The night was full of fun and great conversation. It was his birthday. I stayed with them for like 6 hours. Their couple for 3 years now. Their both man though. A new friendship is being build..