Beauty Pageant is somehow for me one of the ideal thing to do in this world.  It's super flowery life the glamorous life, plus the prizes and the way women glide and strut their crafts it is undeniably  adorable. Women from different countries has their own version of beauty pageants. It' is either a " A beauty with a cause" to raise campaigns and awareness, or it is just a plainly money matter. But before we go on further let us know the history of  where beauty pageants started.

History of a Beauty Pageant :

The ancient European custom of choosing symbolic kings and queens for May Day and other festivities, wherein attractive young men and women, symbolizing their nation's virtues and other abstract ideas, were picked out laid the foundation for the modern beauty contest. P.T. Bartum was the man behind the first modern American pageant staged in 1854, but public protest did him and his idea in.As early as 1880, the first Bathing Beauty Pageant of Rehoboth Beach, Delaware, took on the challenge as a means of promoting business and these beauty contests have now become a regular feature of summer beach life as well as great advertising platforms for beauty and products related to the good life often associated with it.

I just talked to myself, and said:

Nobody said you have to love someone, and get hurt. Nobody said, you have to makes friends and developed it to be come love. And let it grow and grow. I never as well gave any false hopes to anyone to fall for me. I wasn't prepared for whatever the result. I screwed up.I am wondering what really love means.

It is rude and selfish. Lusty and proud. But it is the sweetest thing in this world. It cannot be bartered by any earthly things in this world. As I grow up, I slowly understand, how love, moves and how it affects our lives. How does it gives us meaning and direction.

But sometimes, love as well abuse us. Makes us suffer from the consequences. Now, it even gives me hard time to think what it is.
It is inevitable.

I'm in vain..