You have the freedom to speak, a chance to shout what you feel inside. You have the right to accused me, regardless of what i feel and think. Setting apart is not the easiest way  in every relationship. Forgetting all those promises that we made. Moving on, to another horizon and finding love again. All people believed that we cannot find love, instead, if we have the patience to wait then it will come.

But one thing would be, you can never say that my love for you, fades like a morning mist. We are not counting any reasons why our love never last. As we all know, love is not the question, it's the commitment and the situation that somehow we cannot managed. Watching your eyes with tears, makes me uncomfortable. I felt like am  great burden that you are carrying. It was a roller coaster love. I know, you got hurt. You can call me liar. But i know i am not. Leaving you is not a negative thing, but another chance to meet new one, a person that would love you, and i know would fill what's empty. I am sorry.

This must be one of the hardest decision that i made, to put to an end. We are building  a great foundation, but forgot to find the best material for it.  We  built it with passion, but we never noticed ourselves pushing it through, just to see the outcome. We let our emotions managed and hover our minds. We cannot sew back the broken stitches. Instead, we can find great weave, to create a wonderful muumuu. I know, everyday you hark back, those twinkle times that we shared together.

You can call me stupid guy, if that would  at ease you. I have to go, not because i don't need you anymore. But i have to go, for a great reason, for you to have the real one, you can call me spurious. If it will help you to release the pain inside. Get mad! I will accept it.You are smart and i know, in the end, when you have that person, i am talking you will just understand the whole story. We don't don't need to turn it to the next page, when we never understand the previous.

For now, all i can say " we need to move on" and let the journey takes us to where it ends. Hope, you will be happy soon. If i messed up your life,   and if i just made you cry please forgive me. I am sorry for everything that i have done wrong. I'm only human.

I wouldn't find any reason not to talk, I wouldn't find any reason not to continue in this journey of life, and definitely I wouldn't find any reason not to smile. These are just few of those remarkable words that i heard from someone whom i thought would never think about positive things in life.  A hopeless human being.

But it is always wonderful, when you find out, that there are those people who were dragged down and became a victim of tragic happenings, as for yourself it wouldn't be good to smile anymore. Watching them slowly moving forward was one of the best thing to treasure. Just got interested on one person that makes everything still possible, beyond the fact that he is unable. How did he survived, how did he move everyday  facing those fierce eye of community? And how did he consider himself as successful? It is intriguing to know!

As we grow up, we find lot of things that makes us happy, our family,relationships and friends. It can be also in earthly things. Such as ipod,3G phones,laptop,PSP and many more. These are just few of those  incalculable riches that human has. I asked many people about their lives and how they survived from time that they faced some unexpected tragic things that happens  to them. Here are the answers.......

One street kid said: "As long as there are still garbages on the streets i will still laugh out loud".How inspiring, his survival talks about the situation that we have in this nation. One lady states:" I got pregnant but no husband, i tried to stop her life,but when i realized she can make me smile i cried".. We lose our hope and think we are alone, but when we just think, there should always be a reason to smile and we find it. Some says, life is not worth living, i too sometimes said this stupid verdict. When times hit me up and telling me i am worthless un capable, i felt like cocooned by giants and cannot escaped on those trail. But when realization happens, i always coped up and start a new day with a great smile. It is a spirit of survivor, a winner. I hope you too think that way, regardless of what we have been facing. I asked a grade two little girl  about our country. We always know that, at that stage, she can perceive things semi correct.  With her loud voice she told me that, our country is great, people are good, abundant life,  she can't find any better that this country. And because of that, she have the reason to smile everyday.

I was astonished, listening on her soft but very meaningful words. I am old enough to think, if our country is in good hands,and if our country is abundant in everything, that people needs. That remains silent.

I would love to asked you this base on what that little girl had said.

Do we still have the reason to smile?