It's been 2 days, I am so wasted and really sick. I have cough and cold, my fever was so terrible. At this time, I still have it. I am really worried if this is ah1n1, {patay ako}...

Last saturday, was my very disturbed night at all. I went home from my hosting, so tired my feet was aching, freaking out. Later that night, i felt cold, so I ask my Kuya, {my brother in the house} to do massage, so that all that i felt would be okay.
I guess it was okay, but I am wrong, It was really bad. My back was aching, whoah. Great pain!

Sunday morning, I felt my head will be broken, another freaking harsh thing happen to me.Can't do nothing, instead I kept on complaining, about my back. The worst was, I have on air sunday afternoon, I just imagine what would be is the room, that would be air conditioned. Whoah! bothered again. Well no choice, I need to work, I went to the station and go on board. The room, was really cold!
I kept on complaining to my partner, But if we go on air, nothing's wrong, at last the show had been done, thanks God.

Monday morning, yesterday- Feel better, I am sweating and feel very cool. The boss texted me, to go on board, from 2 pm til 9 pm, hahahahahaha such delirious what should I do? No choice I have to go on board, manager's choice and decision. The same thing, pretending I am well, but really weak. It was very long span of time going on board! Gush!

Now, still going to the station to go on board. I dont know, i still have this illness. Cannot move well.

Tomorrow would be the time that i will be starting to work as a disc jockey. Now i am afraid of what will gonna happen to my show. Hesitations and fear covers me all the way. I don't know if this show would worked.

Second would be the slot that they have given to me, it is really a big challenge for me on how to convince people to listen to my show. In fact,it's pressure at the same time, the dj who handles it before was really good and I think he does it better.

Now my challenge would be, how can I cope up all, the things that he had done to public. He is such a good DJ. As of me, i don't have any experience yet. I am afraid.
Things were having sex on my mind.

So I will gonna update you tomorrow, of what will gonna happen.