I know you are wondering, for the whole two weeks i haven't updated my blog, sending comments and visiting other blogs too. Not because i was lazy or damn, i just faced some great and terrifying obstacles that shook my life all at once.
I was sick for two weeks, having those great swell on my face and body was the most embarrassing moment i had in my life. Forehead,head,neck,face and even my kissable lips was damaged by this holocaust. I got swollen lips that brought me into tears, thinking it won't be okay anymore. Or the scars will remained forever. I was the afraid of what would be is the outcome of it.
Lack of faith and trust in God makes me weak and tired. I couldn't even move my feet, not even going to comfort room alone, so i need some assistant to guide me and put me in a throne while pooping. Really hilarious to think! I live with my best friend Faith, so she was my assistant and my preacher,encouraging me to pray and repent, for that is the only way for me to be healed. I was deaf and numb, thinking it won't help me at all. So the time comes that i need to remove all those milk staying on my wounds, but i got no money to go to the doctor and let it checked or be cured. Holy God!
So it means i need to undergo some practical assistance, removing those messy stuff that occupies my face, she needs to removed those milk and put this terrible alcohol so that it won't be infected. While she was performing the tasks, she told me not to cry, because Satan would be happy while listening, so every time she removes it, i need to praise God, so that He will be glorified and He will help me. It was a hard task to performed at all. Somebody's pressing your wounds,while you are praising God, and the blood kept on flowing. It was horrible to think.. Thank God everything she said, happens and the miracle of God, really helped me a lot. Those moaning style of praising God ,really help.
Surviving one catastrophe never determined that you already made it, and you win. It was Wednesday last week when i found something that swells on my right and upper leg. It was painful to touched. I checked and asking ate Faith it is swollen, and really hurts. We pray and she told me to repent and let the deliverance of God happens, because it was the fruit of the FORNICATION that i had done in my life. Too much sex! But i am thankful it is not HIV. So i need to face this punishments that God wanted me to learned. It was hard and crappy to move. Moan,pain and struggle to sleep at night was really hard. There was a time that we need to put some ice just to let the pain stopped. Gruesome experience.
It was Friday dawn, i need to pee, so i slowly crawl and slowly open the door so that ate Faith won't be bothered, because i know she was really tired of helping me. Trying to be careful, when i noticed the blood on my right leg, so i shuddered outside the room to washed it, but the time that i stepped my foot out, great blood spoiled on the way! I wished it was just blood, but when ate Faith smells the "out of this world" scent that occupied the place, she vomit. I was then standing on the door trying to be calm, beyond those blood that spoiled plus the odorous scent that messed up the whole thing. I felt pain and tired. It was awkward when that blood scattered in the floor, because the next room would probably be occupied too. And i know they would smell it too.
Tears that kept falling on my eyes was innumerable. Countless flowing of the odorous blood makes me weak. I was afraid, but the true spirit of friendship takes over and we hold on together to pursue and let the challenge be over with out going to the doctor. Everytime she pressed the hole to clean it and get those milk and blood she always tells me to pray. Holding our hands together to overcome the pain was the most fulfilling scene to be kept. She shared a lot of thoughts she had learned from the Bible and her daily encounter with God. We both pray and we both overcome the challenge that once shook my life.
It was a lesson to be learned, to put everything in order. And put God first before everything. I didn't go to the doctor to be checked nor i took medicine only prayer and great faith in Him, makes the world brighter than ever.